Posted by Anonymous on 2015/05/05 under Uncategorized I don’t know where to start but I feel lost, like I don’t belong, or I guess Im just a bum not trying to do anything with my life. I have no friends. I don’t have a job, Ive been searching but no one will hire me I guess cause I lack experience, but everyone has their lives going and im stuck there not getting anywhere. I always feel less of myself when being around people. I mean I try and do things fun things that is that other people my age are doing and im just either there and unnoticed obviously not cool enough, maybe its my weight. I don’t like to show my emotions to anyone, Im very prideful but deep inside im dying, not physically but emotionally, i always cover my feelings i always make people laugh i love to entertain that’s how i forget my emotions i just wish i had someone to express my feelings to someone to cry loudly to, but until i find that person or find the courage to open up to someone then ill hold it in till i cant anymore,